PUTTING DEVOTIONAL BHAKTI TO THE TEST
There comes a time when one’s surrender to God in devotional bhakti and worship needs to be put to the test, before one’e life ends in delusions and paranoia of whether indeed a Personal God exists in one’s psyche or whether one should find alternative means of living one’s life.
After 24 years and 68 books written under the theme ‘The Allurement of Reality’ as if a Personal God had awoken me to undertake higher things in life than the ‘noddy’ work of Animal Science and Environmental adaptive Research and having had a bitter struggle with the Powers that be in society and the State that I live in, taking the Prime Minister to Court that followed taking the local Kent Police to Court and still no resolution of the Defamatory charges that I was blameworthy of gross misconduct while at the University of Greenwich such that my £55,000 severance payment would be withheld from me with me; being further defamed as being a mentally disordered patient suffering from paranoid schizophrenia and persistent delusional disorder, I am still living on a paltry pension of around £1000 per month with no prospects of employment in any menial jobs to supplement this income.
So the 24 year struggle to protect my reputation failed to materialise with my being incarcerated on two occasions in mental hospitals in 2004 and 2008 and to this day the State enforces mental health medications on me of risperidone, sertraline and Depakote for anti-psychotic, anti-depressant and mood-stabilising properties when I have no need for any such medications as I have repeatedly said to the State authorities. My precise words to the State were that I am not only the sanest person in the world today but the sanest person ever to have walked on Earth in the history of mankind, and in my fight for justice I was such a Master Escapologist avoiding the legal traps set my the State on me including the false allegations that I had harassed Katrina Sale, BP and staff of BLM Law representing the Kent Police; that I could stick my head into the British Lion’s head and take it out unscathed. Further I said that I would try and punch the final nail in the coffin of the British State for the manner of my State-organised victimisation and persecution over those 24 years.
These were undoubtedly bombastic claims from me and they have yet to see the light of day. I believed that I was a purnaavator 'Kalki 'of God Sri Krishna-Durga as the Supreme God of the universe to try and restore dharma on Earth in accordance with the Bhagavad Gita shloka ‘Yada Yada hi dharmasya, glanir bhavatic bharata, abhyuthanam adharmasys tadatman srjamahyam, peritranaya sadhuna vinashaya ch drstkatam, dharma sansthapnarthaya sambhavami yuge yuge’.
Was I really a delusional mentally disordered person, uttering such things based on my clock checking with God for over a decade to exchange information and see what actions He/She wanted me to perform as a mission the full scale of which was not known to me at any time of the past? The jury is out, No verdicts have been delivered. Two cases E35YM660 against the Prime Minister of the United Kingdom and J00ME572 (incorporating HQ17X01773) have still got to deliver their judgments. And Kent Police still hold our seized computer devices and associated material taken from our house on 24 November 2021 on its investigations of allegations that I had used these materials to send out malicious emails to harass and stalk individuals, and institutions, for which no charges have yet been summoned upon me from a criminal court of the United Kingdom because I took out an injunction against Kent Police’s Chef Constable to prevent this which the Court has not delivered its final judgment or Order.
Today is Sunday the 14 of August 2022, and I am done with exploring spirituality as if this might be a mission set for me by God. I have only my personal experiences to guide me on what is spriituality, if it is a religion what is the best religion? I have covered these in my earlier books but this evening I am reverting to dharmayudha in Vishista-advaita as the religion that I will test for it is now testing whether bhakti pays. I have already written that my heightened awareness of what goes on in Brahma-Nature was a yogadaan from God, the reward for 24 years of satya-advaic yoga of seeking the truth by oneness with truth and never letting truth get covered up and exposing the truths that I discovered. If I was truly a purnaavatar I would be blessed with this capacity so that I could take on my Satan-evil enemies in the United Kingdom and beyond who inflicted a conspiracy of harassment and persecution on me.
That is the background, for posting the following in Facebook this afternoon to publicly challenge the State authorities on the idea that Dharmo Rakshati Rakshita under God’s Divine protection however He/She organises events for me:
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Having the religion Vishista-advaita one is testing whether the rajasic path of dharma in devotional bhakti to God Sri Krishna-Durga pays rewards.
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Rewards to devotional bhakti has to be material as well as spiritual, otherwise it is not worth the strenuous journey.
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To keep a clean slate I went in for my Medical MRI Scan at Medway Maritime hospital at 2.00 pm and it was successfully completed. This battle will be fought on all fronts no matter how long it takes to seek justice, against the perpetrators of victimiisation on me and by extension my family here in the United Kingdom.
If there was truly a God looking after our welfare as a family, my wife would not be suffering with Scoliosis and associated badk-thigh pain with an uncertain future for all of us. She is booked in for an MRI Scan on 23 August 2022 at Spire Alexandra Hospital at the cost of £900 plus a further Consultation Fee of £250 unless she hears from Benenden Health Care in the meantime or the National Health Service books her in for Orthpaedic assessment and treatment. These aspect of our life are all to be put to the test of bhakti (devotional surrender) to God.
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06.00 pm (UK-Time) 14 August 2022